NS-Icm

NEGATIVE SELF-IMAGE composed of misperceptions

...[A Soft warning regarding this page, and this website: My work and my writing weaves back and forth between what is physical, and what is Esoteric. As a consequence, it may appear as though I am confused, or my writing is confusing.... and, it often is. The reason is that I am writing about that which is unfamiliar, unknown, and normally ignored. If brave, stay with the writing and you will often be surprised [positively].
The symbol "NS-Icm" stands for the deeply repressed and generally intensely negative misperceptions taken-on by every child at the time of birth. For more on this try This.

The "reason" the child takes-on negative misperceptions at the time of birth is to help his/her Fate Karma construct both a personality in keeping with the Fate Karma he/she designed for this life, and to help structure his/her psychology for this life. This is accomplished by the MIND of the child, being supported in this by the Apapsyche of the child.

The NS-Icm forms a body of intense negativity within a person that is fully non-conscious. Sigmund Freud discovered this same body of negativity and called it the "Id". But, he ascribed some attributes to his "Id' that are not correct, so I have dropped the "Id" of Freud in favor of my own construct of NS-Icm. Negative Self-Image composed of misperceptions.

The NS-Icm differs subtly from other trauma a child might experience at childbirth or shortly thereafter, in that NS-Icm are specific misperceptions assumed by the MIND of the child, relative to various elements of Spiritual Energy experienced by the child at the time of its birth.

In other words, the MIND is incapable of perceiving Spiritual Energy, and thus, the MIND of the child assumes that "who" or "what" the Soul must be is what is causing the negative emotions within the child's mother. The MIND of the child picks up this negative emotionality [fear, pain, panic and perhaps even anger or resentment] via a subtle Esoteric phenomena I refer to as "DEc" , and the child's MIND assumes that it is the child who is "responsible" for this negativity. These primary misperceptions then become the NS-Icm within every child, and this NS-Icm is what the MIND threatens to expose... and this keeps the child doing what the MIND needs for the child to do in order to fulfill the Fate Karma the child's Soul designed for itself at the close of its last life.

The main point to emphasize here is that what is operating each of us is a MIND we cannot see, or think about, and subtle Delusional Thinking being fed to the Left-Hemisphere of our brains by our MINDs, which subtly keeps us engaged in the Fate karma we designed for this life. Ones whole system supports the Fate Karma one designed for this lifetime.

Again, the point is that we absolutely fulfill the Fate Karma we designed for this life. And all of this is taking place in the wings of the theater of life. On stage, we are convinced that it is our own decision making that is directing our lives. Most people firmly believe they have complete "free will" when it comes to their lives and the choices they make in their lives. This is not true, but then, it doesn't matter if one knows this or not for most people. Most people will not awaken to this very Esoteric Reality in this lifetime.

For more on the Law of Karma, click Here,

Fortunately, Life does its thing perfectly. And we are free to take the credit, or to self-punish ourselves for our "mistakes". There are no mistakes. We are doing our Karma, and it is our Karma that is helping us to explore and experience this Creation as we slowly accumulate Spiritual Evolution [Esotransmutation [read about Esotransmutation Here]. over lifetimes.

Peace